I’m gonna be an Epic Game Designer
People say that one should be modest and I agree, but someday I'm gonna become an epic game designer. In fact, in late May.
1.1 The Company hereby employs the Employee as a Game Designer.
The "Company" being Epic Games Poland (People Can Fly) and the "Employee" being me!
I'm extremly happy to dance a little dance of joy for getting this opportunity to work with some of the best people there are making the best game ever (of course).
I'm actually in a blood pact with them, because I got a paper cut signing the papers. So there's no backing out now. They own my soul.
So what now? Well, I'm in good terms with my current employer and we're on the same page on this and I'll keep a healthy relationship with them. So no hard feelings there and I'll finish my current project with them before leaving.
I'm guessing most of my time now will be spent on preparing to move abroad and make epic games.
Hello There
Today I had my first day over at my new part time work place as a designer. It's a Gothenburg-based company that does games for training and marketing. I think it's a really great and important experience for me to try and do things that aren't "just" games for fun, but having to keep a few more variables in mind, such as learning.
Well, I suppose it's not my first, first day as I've been there before on a few meetings but whatever.
It's going to be a great learning experience, of that I'm sure. And really, that's what I'm looking for.
I still have a healthy relationship with Outbreak Studios and will help out there as much as possible.
http://www.HelloThere.se (18/1/2010)

That's what they do.
How fast do you lose your worth?
As in any business you gotta keep working to stay attractive in the game development industry. It doesn't matter if you did what was considered awesome graphics back in '95, if you can't work with today's tools and standards, just like you have to show your passion for what you do.
About a year ago Avalanche Studios had a massive layoff and earlier this year GRIN shut down, together resulting in hundreds of people in little Sweden to be without a job in the biz.
People get laid off and there's nothing strange with that. There are other companies out there that gladly would employ you instead as long as their budget allows it.
But here's the thing that's bothering. Not everyone looked for a new job.
If you look for a job but have the bad luck of not getting any, that's fine. But a lot of people aren't searching and I just can't wrap my head around it. Especially if you're still new to the biz like me (1.5 years of working and 3 years of game development studies). Unless you have a really good reason for not being able to relocate, that is. Or some other extremely good excuse (which people don't have).
"I'm gonna wait until the financial crisis is over."
"I don't feel like moving right now."
"I'll just wait 'till the gaming industry has stabilized."
Fuck that!
Every day people aren't trying, they lose their worth and become less attractive for companies to hire. The people that aren't looking for a new related job nor does any spare time projects or something similar, how long does it take before they're back to zero? Once again, especially newcomers.
If you're a veteran and well known amongst the companies you might be worth that break a year or two. Nobody will care or blame you for it. Go right ahead. If you're not, you'd damn better keep trying!
I guess, the "bigger" you are, the slower you lose you worth, but I'm wondering, how long does it take?
If me, a junior developer, where to just stop with all my projects and just say; "I'll get back to it later.", I wonder how long it would take before I'd be back to where I was when I'd just finished the University in the eyes of the employing companies.
My intention is not to step on any toes now, and I'm sorry if I do. But as mentioned, I just can't wrap my head around why some people aren't even trying. Didn't we all get into the industry because of our love and passion for what we do?
Ego Boost
In the last few months I don't know how many discussions I've had with people feeling really nervous when they're about to go to a work interview, or just prepare for a phone interview.
This is no way restricted and limited to the game development industry, those are just the jobs people in my social network applies for.
Anyway, the night before an interview people (me included) feel really, really nervous and tries to figure out, prepare and account of every situation but in a way, it's a great night.
Because really, what you do before an interview is try and think of and remember everything good about yourself. It's a great feeling when all that circles in your mind are awesome things about yourself. You (hopefully) start to think, I'm actually good at some stuff.
It's therapy really.
Everyone should do that every now and then. Dedicate some time for just thinking about how awesome you are.












